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Life

my life updates and about myself

2024

Dec

I see something more in me...... better

Past weeks I atleast saw that I am capable of doing shit that I desire. I just need to go all in, I have to remeber that all the strength is inside me. Whenever feeling lost, anxious, tired remind. I have to remind myself that Everything is inside me, all the tools to tackle this situation, doesnt mean I will become fun...... It means it will become more tolerateable.

Listen Me, shit is hard but remeber, u have high expectation from urself. Be the man u truly are. Work endlessly because that is the only thing now that can save u, pure hard word. All the best sir

Somehow got more fucked!!

Busy with life shit, Finally some work has been done. But barely gaming, my target of 5 lays is not possible this year I conclude but what I can say is that...... nothing. There is no lesson I m just lazy. It sucks, 19 days left in this year.

Oct

So basically everything is Fucked in my life!

I am unemployed, haven't had sex in 1.5 yrs. I am trying to get laid using daygame, my verbals are good infact everything is good. The thing is I am just wasting my time and life. I just go out with wings niether they approach nor I. I think what happened is that I just enjoy roaming around with a freind, I have gotten so comfortable to that idea, its almost gay if u think about it. I barely hangout with my real freinds one on one, we generally go out in group. But I have hangout one on one with so many wings.

Its so fucked, I don't have money niether a pulling place. So no oyo, logistic itself can be very benefitary, for example if u have a pull place in south delhi everything is near urself hot girls, cafe, hangout spots. I live in a suburb of delhi. My house is only free till 1 pm from morning, so here is my plan

Get girls number using daygame (which I can only go 2 times a month) then inviting them straight to house then having a time constrained exit, its all sounds immpossible, but I believe myself that I m the MAN and will do whats necessary

91 days left this year, I want atleast 5 lays. I am done postponding myself, I want to get this problem sorted this year I believe myself that this is achievable